I’ve internalized and been hindered by people’s inability to get me. I understand I was born way before my time, and one day I’ll be the sun that dawns on some. Until then, I’ll fulfill the function Allaah created me for ; to live authentically so that the divine design in me becomes manifest.
Be a reality, not a suggestion. Be a reality and not a question.
Do not fucking rush me, on god. I run on intuition not attention.
I want things to make sense intuitively without me having to analyze them intellectually. It’s so exhausting having to break away to translate my nonverbal emotions into logical cues and structure that allows me to navigate the mental landscape that underpins this matrix. Nothing is ever as it seems and I have to see things for what they truly are in order to not be entangled or step into traps.