Inthrough you

I had a dream, many years ago, in which I was back at my old school (Islamic) in between a group of 3 religious sisters wearing niqaab, and 4 brothers wearing khamiis. Before us, at a distance was a block of rocky hills that were quite steep. My eye caught something, someone, camouflaged very well in the middle of the rocks, with its side facing us. I realized it was Iblees. Just as I was about to raise alarm, he broke free from the camouflage, swiveled forward and started breaking off chunks of the hills to throw at us. I told the groups to start running but to keep close to me. I was reading Qur’aan, perhaps aayatul kursi, and it created a protective field of light around us as we ran. For some reason, the field was only emanating from me.

I remember this dream as I had a realization that evil is stagnant and exerts its influence through being hidden and not alerting people to its true source. Awareness can’t be contained and power is static. That’s why manipulation and mind control are tools used by these forces. They induce trauma to shut the person down so that they can’t move in a cohesive manner. They trigger the amygdala, which is the offswitch of the human brain because it hijacks the rest of the brain and in particular, the frontal lobe which houses impulse control, future planning (executive functions) sequencing and comparing, attention, speech, memory formation, analyzing feelings of others.

I speculate that the frontal lobe is the masculine energy and the amygdala (arousal, memory, hormone secretion, emotional response) is the feminine. When the feminine is triggered, the masculine is hijacked and made inept.

Perhaps the two groups represented the masculine and feminine energies of my psyche and that through balancing them and leading them, the demonic attacks would be harmless.

Avoidance is a type of hiding

This video made me realize how deeply men hide. They hide behind tattoos, bodysculpting, gangs, violence, misleading words, humour, allegiances, prejudices, etc.

Women often demand that men be more transparent, communicate better, be more honest, vulnerable, etc. But I wonder how much of that is really genuine, and how much of it is rooted in a desire to not bear the burden of the thoughts that get triggered when faced with uncertainty? I’d surmise almost all of it is selfish.

Before you ask a man to show up as his true self, make sure you have the ability to create a space free of expectations, projections, your own fears and insecurities etc. Make sure it’s not a suit or a mould he’s stepping into. A role you want him to play so that you won’t have to deal with the thoughts that terrorize you in your solitude.

And take the time to differentiate and be honest with yourself about it. When we believe that others have what we’re deficient in, we place an unnecessary burden on them. A burden of entitlement and desperation. A desperation to flee the harsh atmosphere created by self-hating and self-erasing thoughts.

It is that deep

Despite all attempts at denial and obfuscation there is an unconscious factor, a black sun, which is responsible for the surprisingly common phenomenon of masculine split-mindedness, when the right hand mustn’t know what the left is doing. This split in the masculine psyche and the regular darkening of the moon in woman together explain the remarkable fact that the woman is accused of all the darkness in a man, while he himself basks in the thought that he is a veritable fount of vitality and illumination for the females in his environment. Actually he would be better advised to shroud the brilliance of his mind in the profoundest doubt. It is not difficult for this type of mind (which besides other things is a great trickster like Mercurius) to admit a host of sins in the most convincing way, and even to combine it with a spurious feeling of ethical surperiority without in the least approximating to a genuine insight. This can never be achieved without the participation of feeling; but the intellect admits feeling only when it is convenient. The novilunium of woman is a source of countless disappointments for man which easily turns to bitterness, though they could equally well be a source of wisdom if they were understood. Naturally this is possible only if he is prepared to acknowledge his black sun, that is, his Shadow.

– C. G. Jung, Mysterium Coniunctionis

Swim EZ Mac

It seems like men are dying to a violent atmosphere. Guys, please take care of yourselves and don’t wait for the world or women do that. I say this as a woman. Have empathy for yourselves. Only you can remove yourselves from situations that push you over the edge and strangle the life out of you. Just. I don’t know. Have compassion and be above anything that tries to control your identity by equating your worth with your work. Find something inviolable, unassailable and meaningful that ties you to life. This world is becoming turbulent and a lot is intersecting and coming together in ways humans have never seen. Find your balance in your heart because when you’re perched at your center no one can push you over.

Fallen kingdom

Dominating and oppressive dynamics first develop in the individual where the mind rules the heart ; where thoughts trump emotions ; where the familiar is preferred over the potential.

Any revolution or uprising won’t prevail until the microcosmic functions that promote wellbeing and harmony are recognized and understood. People add resistance to resistance, effectively calcifying the blocks in the human spirit.

When the means is assigned a meaning

The purpose of the man is to serve, as this is the embodiment of the divine masculine. Serving through providing for his family, protecting, building, fighting, carrying, leading, teaching etc.

But when what he does became more important than who he is as a being, then he became a servant of the provision and forced the woman to serve him if she wanted to be nurtured and loved by him. Yes, really! Inverse dynamics is a hallmark of diabolical forces. The woman was the nurturer and now she’s serving her body and life force in order to get some validation and security back from the man and society.

The divine feminine isn’t materialistic at all. The divine feminine is aligned with the soul and spiritual, so where do you surmise this leaves this energy in the modern woman? Nowhere because she’s not grounded in her own body. She’s on edge, ready to up and leave at the drop of a hat, ready to adapt to the chaos out there in order to be noticed. Instead of nurturing the heart she’s out here serving the egos. She’s lost touch with the cosmos inside of her. She’s lost trust in her true power.

This is what we here for

You doubt that as a woman you can create a revolution when your body is equipped to create A WHOLE HUMAN BEING. Do you even realize what that means? A human can’t be created in the world by force, by manly hands. The soul is divinely inspired but it needs a gentle place to land and take root in. Women are strong enough to have their organs shift around, their hormonal cycles recalibrated, the body create a nourishment subsystem without breaking a sweat!! And yet, they are gentle and soft enough to hold space for the minute development that takes close to a year. Gentle enough to protect the incredibly fragile baby long enough for the baby to become a robust, upstanding toddler!

Likewise, a new world, a different outcome needs gentleness to integrate into our worldly plain and people are far too hasty, too impatient, too cynical to hold a space in trust. They want to see, hear, touch, KNOW before they’ll reluctantly concede. But that’s not how things change. The heart is the collective womb and we need to be connected and cognizant of its nature to facilitate creative evolution. Just as the body has a system that allows it gauge the overall state and respond to the changes to maintain an optimum balance, WE have to be that awareness when observing and responding to shifts and needs in the external world. It’s not going to happen instinctually like animals operate. It has to be a conscious decision to choose transcendence and to choose the path to collective harmony when at the fork in the road where we are faced with the possibility of losing personal interest and what benefits the ego.

And it’s precisely and unequivocally because women have lost sight of the potency of their intuition and the function of their subtle nature that all of humanity is now at the mercy of a distorted masculine energy that hasn’t been tempered by the feminine because the feminine has abandoned her station to catch up with the masculine.

Not utilizing the divine feminine will result in what happened to the Titanic ; people underestimated nature and overestimated the capacity of what’s man-made. The divine feminine would have detected that iceberg by including its existence into the navigation plan. Refusal to coexist will only annihilate us, and not nature.

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