Angry. Irate. Right side of my face and my entire right arm feel ablaze.I realized that the chaos and displacement I’ve been dreading and using all of my life force to guard against isn’t some inherent dynamic in life but is the inconsiderate, insincere, self-centered, egotistical behaviour of others who don’t give a flying fuck about the impact of their deliberately unconscious behaviour on others. I’ve been picking up their energetic tab and incorporated it into my life as if it’s flossing or recycling. The fuck???
I’ll jump the gun on the winter solstice and declare that that shit ends here. No more energetic freeloading or parasitism tolerated.