I’ve tried to find safety but there’s no safety to be found that is whole. The whole is what you’re born into, and through. The only thing I know with an unwavering commitment is that Allaah is the Truth. Big T. Everything else.. even myself, I don’t know because my knowledge and perception is always limited. I don’t trust my scope of understanding, but rely on revelation. I die to every moment so that Allaah can recreate me in the next. I empty myself so that I can receive afresh.