My mind is blocking the view. I’m ready to die just to be able to witness the stupendous beauty of Allaah’s design. Observing His signature in the world is far more exhilarating and existentially fulfilling than any masterwork of mine. My magnum opus will be undoing myself to receive the divine blueprints. To actually feel it woven into the fabric of the life that connects us all. To be able to connect the dots and make out the patterns that were previously invisible to me… that’s the closest thing to heaven on earth, I think.