Dwelling on the faults and evils of others clogs my heart and weakens my connection to the truth. I’m very strict with myself about being judgemental and using my insight to see into people’s faults. I’m very scared that it’ll either make me arrogant or that Allaah will punish me by removing His light from me. Nothing anyone does is ever worth me sacrificing my heart. I’ll just block you out of my heart and call it a day. And seek forgiveness from Allaah in case I did do something wrong in ignorance. But once my heart says no, I don’t fight it. I can’t fight it because it has a will of its own.