Me to me: why does it hurt when I give attention to my feelings?
Me to me : because you’re finally feeling parts of you that you used to ignore
Me to me: Is it worth it? Things seemed easier when I used to dissociate
Me to me : dissociating is like being homeless because you don’t want to deal with the possibility of being woken up by the sound of the fire alarm and the ensuing panic and chaos. Feeling is like learning to find the calm in every storm so that you don’t have avoid life and what naturally comes with it.
Me to me: you’re so wise
Me to me : thank the trauma
Me to trauma : thank you trauma
Trauma to me: don’t thank me, thank Allaah
Me to Allaah : thank You. Thank You for not giving up on me