A million things are swirling and swarming about me
Pulling me away from my core
I’m getting out of orbit
I’m floating away
and the sensation of just letting go and giving up to the gravitational pull of the universe is oh so tempting
The thought of no more struggle to stay centred and grounded is seducing, not gonna lie
But then I’m reminded of all the love I’ve buried in my planet and –
I can’t bring myself to give up on that
To give up on me
So I turn around and let self-love pull me back in, gently, like evening waves roll over the shore
I realize that my struggle wasn’t because I was trying to stay grounded
My struggle was such because of my self-hate that kept pushing me away from –
From
From what?
The centre of my universe .
Ah.
Click.
I’m home.
Respond to The current of the universe