Love is on the other side of fear

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I have a never failing intuition
I can sense when a guy is no good
Because I’m attracted in an instant
Lured in by the webs of my deeply rooted insecurities and self-doubt
The seductive beckon of emotional unavailablility and nonchalant attitude beat my heart to a pulp
A bruised heart is all I’ve ever known

I have a compelling fear
I can sense when a guy is good
Authentic and vulnerable
Because I’m repulsed and I flee in sheer horror
My heart’s always been bruised
My pain cloaks me
I don’t know who I am without it.
Leave me be.

3 responses to Love is on the other side of fear

    • Blues Fairy – Author

      I didn’t see this.Or maybe I have and I just don’t remember. You’re right. That part is growing stronger each day, and it’s a mixture of pain,terror, and excitement.

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