A death stare in the depths of despair

circa early 2008

I stabbed him hard and deep
But Baby didn’t care to bleed
He just looked at me with a hurt worse than a burn of the third degree
He turned and walked away hastily
Almost too eager to get away from me
The mad One with an imaginary knife
My heart was ripped,torn and thrown from a height of a thousand feet
I wanted to stop him express my love for him
I need him
but he’s bleeding ’cause of me
A million words rushing through my mind but which one was to be expressed they wouldn’t agree

I stabbed him hard and deep but Baby didn’t care to bleed
Closing my eyes the tears are burning behind my eyelids
I can’t see,not because I’m closing my eyes but words can do such damage you won’t believe
and now

Words are frozen
Frozen,icy
Circulating in a subzero ocean
Beyond far reach of wise lofty men
Who reached far into their treasure of wisdom to thaw them
But i won’t allow them
I’m exhausted with feelings
burning twirling searching down below

Rivers, no ,subzero oceans of forgotten memories
Now rushing through my mind at a neck breaking speed
Rendering my nerves with fatigue

I CAN’T BREATH

because I stabbed myself hard and deep
And Baby doesn’t care if I bleed

Because dead people can’t care.

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