When i lose myself in the clamour of fear of what others may think or mightn’t do, i get sucked into a torrent of all things bitter and unsavory. I swim in swamps of self-pity, I dive with my demons, I dine on resentment and sugar-laden insults that threaten to destroy my teeth but I don’t f***ing care anymore because I don’t need enamels to chew on my sad,pathetic state. But the harrowing reality rankle me. It tugs at me and prods me; it won’t leave me alone!It forces me to see what I don’t want to, and in the end it always wins. In the end, the truth always sets me free.